Rantings

I swear I'm about *this* close to needing a room with padded walls. Tonight I got into an accident; rather, I should say someone found it amusing to make a left hand turn from the 3rd lane over. How fucking STUPID can someone be? Honestly ... 3 lanes. So the exact details:

I was driving in baltimore when I made a left from .... errr .. don't remember the name of the street, but that's irrelevent...anyways; I made a left onto Greene street. Now the layout of greene st. is like so:
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ok. So Greene St. is a 4-lane road. Normally the two far lanes are full of parked cars and traffic uses the middle 2 lanes. Well I turned left onto Greene St. (from bottom of my little image) and another car made the same left in the lane to the right of me. There was a car with it's emergency blinkers on parked in the far left lane right near the intersection. I was in the 2nd lane over and the car that hit me was in the 3rd lane over. The car to the right of me was a little ahead of me and it all of a sudden turned sharply to the left and I didn't have time to stop from running into it.

I'm fucking tired of car troubles. First the Jetta gets totaled from a fucking IDIOT who wanted to make a left hand turn when I was about 5ft. from entering the intersection (I also have a nice scar from that accident), the Mercedes had a few cylinders blow up, and now someone else decides to fucking run into me.

You know what takes the cake? The asshole, with a very lovely string of "fuck," comes over and tells me how *I* hit HIM. I was in utter shock and he could tell. He said, "Don't look at me like you're stupid."

hahahaha ... you're the dumb fuck here buddy, not me. I'm all for having special classes teaching people how to make left hand turns ... and making them REQUIRED; because obviously people have problems knowing where the turning lanes are, and judging distances of cars.

I feel like ripping something apart. I'm pissed like a fucking bat outta hell. I just .... GRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*bangs his head on the wall* someone put me out of my misery... please.

Religious Stuff

Ok well here's that Belief-O-Matic thing that Caitlin took. I actually did this a while back - almost a year ago ... last april. Here're the results I got this time:

Your Results:
The top score on the list below represents the faith that Belief-O-Matic, in its less than infinite wisdom, thinks most closely matches your beliefs. However, even a score of 100% does not mean that your views are all shared by this faith, or vice versa.

Belief-O-Matic then lists another 26 faiths in order of how much they have in common with your professed beliefs. The higher a faith appears on this list, the more closely it aligns with your thinking.

How did the Belief-O-Matic do? Discuss your results on our message boards.



1. Unitarian Universalism (100%)
2. Theravada Buddhism (82%)
3. Mahayana Buddhism (80%)
4. Liberal Quakers (78%)
5. Neo-Pagan (74%)
6. Mainline to Liberal Christian Protestants (73%)
7. New Age (68%)
8. New Thought (68%)
9. Secular Humanism (67%)
10. Hinduism (64%)
11. Christian Science (Church of Christ, Scientist) (61%)
12. Taoism (59%)
13. Scientology (54%)
14. Nontheist (48%)
15. Jainism (44%)
16. Sikhism (43%)
17. Reform Judaism (37%)
18. Bahá'í Faith (37%)
19. Orthodox Quaker (32%)
20. Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (Mormons) (26%)
21. Jehovah's Witness (21%)
22. Orthodox Judaism (20%)
23. Mainline to Conservative Christian/Protestant (19%)
24. Seventh Day Adventist (12%)
25. Eastern Orthodox (10%)
26. Islam (10%)
27. Roman Catholic (10%)

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and here're the results from the first time I took it:

1. Unitarian Universalism (100%)
2. Mainline to Liberal Christian Protestants (94%)
3. Liberal Quakers (90%)
4. Secular Humanism (84%)
5. Neo-Pagan (70%)
6. Theravada Buddhism (67%)
7. Bahá'í Faith (66%)
8. New Age (64%)
9. Reform Judaism (62%)
10. Nontheist (61%)
11. Christian Science (Church of Christ, Scientist) (59%)
12. New Thought (58%)
13. Taoism (58%)
14. Mahayana Buddhism (56%)
15. Scientology (49%)
16. Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (Mormons) (48%)
17. Orthodox Quaker (41%)
18. Mainline to Conservative Christian/Protestant (40%)
19. Sikhism (37%)
20. Orthodox Judaism (31%)
21. Islam (26%)
22. Jainism (26%)
23. Jehovah's Witness (25%)
24. Eastern Orthodox (21%)
25. Roman Catholic (21%)
26. Hinduism (21%)
27. Seventh Day Adventist (16%)

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So apparently my beliefs (which are shakey at best and not very developed) are more along the lines of Buddhists instead of Protestants. hmmm ...

Survery Thingy

So instead of updating this thing with an explanation of the complexity of shit that's been happening to me of late (or rather I made it happen ... go figure) and has me worried/sad/depressed or whatever you'd like to call it, I'll do this nice survey thing I got off of Kristen's Xanga.

Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says. "... how you go about creating your avatar in the Star Wars Galaxies Universe."

etch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? umm ... how far do you want me to stretch it? I'll most likely hit the floor from falling out of the chair.

What is the last thing you watched on TV? A Band of Brothers

WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is. 1:54

Now look at the clock, what is the actual time? 1:53

With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? ... silence

When did you last step outside? What were you doing? walking from my car to the house ... came home from school

Before you came to this website, what did you look at? ummm ... what website? I was reading Kristen's journal ...

What are you wearing? a grey long sleeve shirt, jeans, short white socks, and my christmas tree boxers ... o and a brown belt.

When did you last laugh? probably today in english

What is on the walls of the room you are in? nothing ... but there used to be pictures of myself and my sister. Mothers love large pictures of their kids.

Seen anything weird lately? hmm ... not anything out of the ordinary


If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? a sate-of-the-art computer; fully loaded

Tell me something about you that I don't know. hmmm ... I'm not all that open?

If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? there wouldn't be any crime.

Do you like to dance? mhmm

Would you ever consider living abroad? sure